Being a Dad in the Animal World
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Ever since Bai Yi encountered Lin Nian in the Serengeti, he had been deeply affected. He felt a vast gap between himself and the world around him.
This gap left him feeling lost about the future.
He didn’t know what he was anymore, was he an animal or a human? He couldn’t clearly define himself.
If he was an animal, then why did he have the thoughts and soul of a human?
If he was human, then why was he trapped in an irreversible animal body?
Lin Nian had made this gap between him and the world glaringly obvious.
Because of this, he had lost his appetite for the past few days. Not only did Jason notice his unusual behavior, but even the three cubs sensed something was wrong.
Maybe his emotions were rubbing off on them. Not only had Jason started acting differently from a typical lion, but even the cubs were the same.
Normally, lion cubs wouldn’t be able to read their parents’ emotions, unless their parents became aggressive and disciplined them. Only then would they understand fear.
But Bai Yi’s unusual state had caused the cubs to behave differently.
When Jason returned from hunting, he would offer Bai Yi the first share of the food. Usually, the three cubs would rush to eat, as this pride was different from others and there was no strict hierarchy.
Even if there was one, it only existed in the sense that their older brother got to eat first. After that, no one cared about the order.
However, recently, the cubs had been surprisingly obedient. If their big brother didn’t eat, they wouldn’t either. They just waited patiently for him to finish before scrambling for the rest.
Bai Yi had been so affected that he completely lost his appetite. He hadn’t eaten properly in days, and everyone was worried about him. Even the audience watching the live stream was speculating.
"Is he sick? He looks so out of it. Is it serious?"
"If he really is sick, what should we do? Will the filming crew step in to help him?"
"He looks like he’s in bad shape. I’m a little worried. He’s strong, so maybe he can push through it?"
"Wild animals have to rely on their own bodies to survive illnesses. There’s no point in saving them. There are so many wild animals that we can’t just go to them one by one."
"But Bai Yi is different! We know him. Shouldn’t we help him?"
The live stream chat was flooded with heated discussions about whether or not it was okay to interfere and treat Bai Yi if he was sick.
This was a dilemma that all wildlife conservationists faced, should humans intervene when wild animals fall ill?
The decision depended on how serious the illness was. If it was truly life-threatening, intervention might be considered.
But Bai Yi’s situation didn’t seem that severe. At most, he wasn’t eating much, but he still completed his daily routine.
For example, the first thing he did after waking up was head to the river to clean himself up. Then, he would patrol the area, mark his territory, and make sure the pride was safe.
However, Bai Yi wasn’t actually sick. He was just feeling down, truly doubting his entire existence.
He knew he could never go back, but he was still unwilling to fully accept it.
The cubs were really good to him, treating him with great care. They had clearly noticed his low spirits and had even stopped fighting over food.
But Bai Yi knew he couldn’t keep acting like this. He was making the cubs anxious, and they were probably very worried about him.
So, when Jason returned with food that day, Bai Yi forced himself to eat a little. The cubs were overjoyed to see their big brother finally eating again, and they eagerly fought over their share with renewed energy.
Maybe Lin Nian’s words had influenced him. Bai Yi decided to treat Jason and the cubs a little better.
However, ever since that strange thought crossed his mind, he couldn’t look at Jason the same way anymore.
And to be honest, after spending so much time as a lion, even when he looked at Jason now, he had to admit… that cub was growing up to be quite a handsome one.
His mane had started to grow out, not too long, and the color was still light. However, his hunting skills didn’t match his appearance.
He glanced at Isa. She was over a year old now, slowly growing up. Over time, Bai Yi found himself losing interest in her.
The so-called childhood bride had truly become more like a daughter.
But Jason…
That kid had potential. If Bai Yi could keep Jason by his side, he wouldn’t have to hunt ever again in this lifetime. He could just lie down and enjoy his meals.
The thought startled even Bai Yi himself.
But Jason’s attentiveness quickly wiped away any discomfort in his heart.
Only then did Bai Yi realize, Jason was the nurturing type.
Look, other male lions never acted like this. They had no patience for cubs. Let alone feeding them, even playing with them for a bit was considered an act of grace.
But Jason was different. He not only took care of the cubs, but he also played with them. He spoiled them immensely. And of course, Bai Yi was included in that group.
That’s when Bai Yi had an epiphany, he wasn’t the motherly one. Jason was!
So even if he kept Jason by his side in the future as his 'male wife' it wouldn’t be a problem, right?
Jason, you're destined to be the bottom one!
You were the one who tried to 'gay' me first—I’m just going along with it.
Just don’t fight back when the time comes!
Lin Nian was right.
Cherish the lions by your side. He can't bear to lose the lion cubs who look up to him with admiration.
Tsk. Bai Yi’s gaze toward Jason changed. From initial rejection to reluctant acceptance, and now to planning on raising him as his future spouse, who knew what kind of mental transformation he had gone through?
Keeping Jason around wasn’t a bad idea. As long as Jason didn’t leave, Bai Yi would have a lifetime supply of food.
When Jason grew up, he would undoubtedly become a mighty lion king. At that time, Bai Yi would graciously offer his mouth.
After all, it wouldn’t take long for a lion, right? Last time, he hadn’t even lasted a minute, and i guess jason is the same.
As Bai Yi calculated in his mind, he suddenly felt like he had a goal again. Life seemed a little brighter.
Since he was stuck as a lion with no chance of turning back into a human, he might as well accept it.
Alright, he understood now.
He no longer resisted Jason. And once he accepted the idea of Jason as his 'male wife'… Bai Yi couldn’t help but complain to himself, why did this idea actually feel kind of exciting?
Once he embraced this setting, even Jason grooming his fur felt enjoyable.
After all, they were going to spend their lives together. What was wrong with building their relationship now?
Besides, Jason had grown up. He knew how to take care of him and made sure Bai Yi was comfortable and well taken care of.
Hmm… Very filial. Very much the wife type.
Bai Yi, completely unaware, considered Jason as his subordinate, not realizing he was digging a huge pit for himself.
After a period of sulking, Bai Yi no longer rejected Jason, which left the young lion a bit overwhelmed.
Jason even started pushing boundaries. For example, when grooming Bai Yi’s fur, he would suddenly wrap all four paws around him.
No matter the position, he insisted on holding his brother tightly.
In the sweltering heat, two male lions hugging each other left the three cubs utterly confused.
The cubs had no concept of mating instincts, so they had no idea what was happening.
However, they did know that Jason was monopolizing their brother, and that made them just as unhappy.
Jason tested the waters a few times, and when his brother didn’t retaliate, his confidence grew.
My brother finally accepts me! Wuwuwu.
My treasure, I want to climb on your back, I want to do this and that, you are mine…
Bai Yi gladly accepted Jason’s gestures, but his thoughts differed from what the young lion imagined. While Jason was thinking about claiming Bai Yi, Bai Yi was also considering how to take the lead.
Two male lions, each with their own agenda, snuggled close.
Jason was already three years old and could enter his mating season at any time.
Bai Yi understood this very well. So, while indulging Jason’s affections, he remained cautious, afraid of triggering any unwanted interests.
He wasn’t ready to mount another lion just yet. Even if Jason stayed by his side as his male spouse in the future, now was definitely too soon.
He had to wait until the young lion was fully mature, around five or six years old.
Every time Jason returned home after a successful hunt, Bai Yi couldn’t help but admire his skills.
Even though Jason was a male lion, it didn’t matter. He only looked like one on the outside, but inside, he was meticulous and nurturing, practically a stay-at-home dad.
Oh, a male mommy. How wonderful.
The three cubs would sometimes act spoiled, but Jason rarely did. Bai Yi wanted to see him act cute.
A lion like Jason, acting spoiled? Now that would be interesting.
Bai Yi deliberately tried to coax him into doing it, but Jason didn’t seem to know how.
So, Bai Yi decided to teach him.
Jason, if you’re going to live with your brother and be his male spouse, how can you not know how to act spoiled?
Come on, let me teach you.
Yes, just like that. Now, lie on your back with all four paws up, and make that purring sound from your throat, this is the correct way to act spoiled.
The two lions rolled together in the tall grass, tangled up in each other. Bai Yi didn’t even notice Jason’s unusual behavior.
He was demonstrating below while Jason played around on top, it was supposed to be a sweet moment.
Until a sharp pain shot through him.
Startled, Bai Yi instantly flipped out of the grass like a fish leaping out of water.
No surprise—Jason’s p*nis had made another unexpected appearance.
Bai Yi: “……”
Damn, this kid was persistent.
“Roar.”
You little, if you pull that thing out again, I’ll make sure you lose your brother forever!
You think I don't have one? Damn it, I always pull it out to scare the lions.
If you stab me again, I'll stab you to death.
And just like that, the playful interaction ended. Bai Yi turned and walked away, determined to make Jason understand that this behavior was unacceptable.
If he kept doing this, he might lose his brother for real.
Clearly, the young lion was confused. He had no idea what he did wrong.
Wasn’t my brother just flirting with me?
If he wasn’t asking for it, why was he acting so seductive?
Brother, you’re being naughty again.
Jason had seen how lionesses flirted with males before mating. Back when they were in that other pride, the lionesses acted exactly like Bai Yi before mating with Dilai.
So he had to follow along.
Brother is just playing with me. Once he’s had enough fun, he’ll let me do it, right?
Such a tease…
Bai Yi thought his intentions were clear, keeping things playful while avoiding triggering Jason’s instincts. That’s why he always left before Jason got too excited, hoping he would learn from it.
Bai Yi was just walking normally, but when he realized Jason was following him from behind instead of recognizing his mistake, he had no choice but to pick up his pace and start running.
Jason started running after him as well.
"Roar!" Brother, don’t run! You’re too fast! I can’t catch up! Since when does a lion chase a mate by running this fast? Wait for me!
"Roar~!" Damn you! Why the hell are you following me?! Keep pushing me, and I’ll leave you for good!
"Roar!" Babe, don’t be shy. This was bound to happen sooner or later!
"Roar~!" Get lost! If you keep chasing me, just kill me now! I’d rather die than give in!
"…"
So why was his bro acting so seductive?
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Bai Yi’s plan had failed. Why? Because he wasn’t as confident as he thought.
After all, he was a human with thoughts of his own. He could wait for Jason to fully mature, but Jason couldn’t. Not only could he not wait, but he also had his mind set on Bai Yi every second of the day.
Jason was a beast. That was an undeniable fact. Who knew when, in an unguarded moment, he’d completely claim Bai Yi?
The thought alone was depressing.
So this "male wife" plan wasn’t going to work.
He wanted to see Jason as just a brother, but Jason clearly didn’t. Every action of his screamed four words: I want to sleep with you.
Bai Yi: …
No, absolutely not. Sitting on top of him was his only act of defiance.
Strike first to gain the upper hand, or suffer the consequences.
Bai Yi decided to take the initiative.
Since you’re being ruthless, don’t blame me for doing the same!
Jason, you forced your brother into this.
And so, on this quiet, starry night, while Jason was fast asleep, Bai Yi climbed onto his back.
Unlike Bai Yi’s determined attitude, Jason didn’t resist at all when he felt the weight on his back. Instead, he turned around and licked Bai Yi.
He actually seemed happy about it.
Bai Yi: “……”
You're not even going to fight back?
“Roar~” Bai Yi let out a low growl, trying to intimidate him into resisting.
Come on, I’m climbing on top of you, aren’t you scared?
“Roar.” Jason responded with a low growl of his own but still showed no signs of fighting back.
Come on, don’t waste this opportunity. This will be the highlight of your life! If you miss tonight, you’ll never get another chance.
Don’t give you a chance, you’re no good!
Come on, I’m ready.
Jason’s stance was clear. He lowered himself to the ground, even raising his tail.
Bai Yi had all four paws on him, but in the end, he didn’t do anything.
Frustrated, he climbed off Jason and licked his fur a little.
Forget it. I’ll let you go this time.
He just couldn’t bring himself to go through with it.
But Jason was different. This action only sent him a clear signal, now was the right time.
Jason went into heat, and it was serious.
He stopped hunting altogether and just stared at his brother all day, letting out restless roars.
This actually scared Bai Yi. Using hunting as an excuse, he ran off, secretly planning a grand escape!
I swear, I didn’t mean for this to happen! How was I supposed to know he couldn’t handle a little teasing?
Guys, I’m out of here!
The pride suddenly lost its backbone, leaving both the filming crew and the audience utterly confused!
“What did Bai Yi do to make the kid like this?”
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The phrase "勉强把自己的嘴贡献出去" reflects Bai Yi's reluctant acceptance of his role in the relationship with Jasin. It suggests that he is willing to compromise or take on a certain role, even if it’s not his first choice, for the sake of maintaining the relationship.